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Soul
arch: PreparAtion to Strength and Grace
Transcribed from the sermon preached May 1, 2011 The
Reverend Max Lynn, Pastor Scripture
Readings: Isaiah 6:1-8,
John 21:1-17 It is
often said that the more you know, the more you know you don’t know. It is a strange thing that
discipline and
knowledge build confidence, but they often build humility too. Now it is important to
note the difference
between low self-esteem and humility.
Low self- esteem means you feel bad about yourself,
about who you are or
what you do. Low
self-esteem makes you
feel like your effort isn’t worth the time.
Humility takes and honest look at who we are and
where we are, notes
faults and weaknesses and the complexity of life around us, but through
grace,
moves forward with power and confidence.
So Grace
is key. It may be
that the most
frequent theological statement or question I get from people is, “I
don’t fully
understand grace.” Grace
is one of
those mysterious words that is never fully understood intellectually. So don’t worry. Grace is a word and
concept that you should stew in and meditate
on for a while, like for the rest of your life.
And as long as you and I are here on Sunday morning,
you will get
a dose of Grace every week. A
beautiful and graceful move in surfing is called a soul arch. It is likely one of the
oldest moves,
evolving from and perfected by royalty in ancient Hawaii. It is not the hardest
move, nor the most
spectacular. You
may see it or do it in
one foot surf or twenty foot surf.
The
most likely place you may have seen it is in one of the seventies surf
movies;
a long boarder steps up to the nose then arches back and up to the sky. It tends to be
spontaneous, something that
is drawn out of the surfer as he or she mimics the arch and circular
power of
the wave. The soul
arch is invoked,
deeply spiritual and yet playful.
The soul
arch is regal in that the surfer stands tall and proud.
It evolves from a power or warrior stance,
which seeks to match power with power.
The warrior is both grounded and forward moving. When you have stood tall
and stepped
forward, when the surfer is as we say, “Locked in” to the power of the
wave,
then the wave asks you to let go, to flex deep, to do a soul arch. It is a grace filled act. This past
winter of 2010 and 2011, Andy Irons, a two-time world champ well known
and
loved in Hawaii and around the world died on his way home from a
competition in
Puerto Rico. The
day of the memorial
service in Hawaii, Kalani Chapman, a local Hawaiian and friend of Andy
paddled
out to surf Pipeline, one of the heaviest, most competitive and
dangerous waves
in all the world. The
surf was pumping,
throwing round and thick barrels offering up the thrill of victory or
the agony
of defeat. Chapman
stroked into a
second reef bomb, pulled a freight train rolling down hill bottom turn,
swung
around under the lip, set his inside rail, leaned back to stall for a
very
brief moment, stepped forward strong. At this
very moment, a perfectly defined, very thick lip of water threw over
his
head. Now believe
me when I tell you he
is in a very critical, terrifying and life threatening situation. Yet, at this most critical
moment, Kalani
switches from his powerful warrior stance into an arching prayer
posture. Just then
he disappears behind the rolling
tube of water and, as the compression explodes from within the wave, a
blast of
water, air and Kalani come shooting out of the wave.
Later, he would explain, I wanted to offer up a
prayer for
Andy. Beyond
fear, beyond work and
beyond power is grace. "O
death,
where is thy victory? O
death, where is
thy sting?" We see
and feel grace in forgiveness and love that endures trials and
hardships of
relationship. We
see and feel grace in
almost every aspect of life, in art and writing, in music, dance and
sport. It is the
moment when hard work
and practice, when the effort and work toward an ideal transcend the
effort,
the work and the ideal. Grace
is the
intuitive insight in mathematics.
I
have known musicians who were hard working and technically superior,
yet did not
seem to have grace. The
perfection was
too important, personal expectation and pride too great to let grace
flow. We enjoy
grace as the musician who has
practiced so much that task and technique are forgotten and the music
plays the
musician. Time
slows down and even
stops and we rest in the flow of the eternal present.
The effort and power of ego give way and we feel
united with a
force larger than ourselves. Now
it is
the knowledge or experience of this force larger than ourselves, which
lends
humility, a sense that even in our most glorious moment, we are a mere
small
player in this amazing life. We
have
tapped a truth and beauty that is greater than ourselves, that deep
Word of God
below the river bed, the ancient energy of the divine wave, and despite
ourselves, we get to be a part of it.
Wow! And that is when we just can’t help it. We’ve
got to do a soul
arch. Isaiah
gives us a great example of Grace.
Isaiah is a temple priest.
He
has been groomed for the job for his entire life.
He studies scripture and prays every day. He is a pro. He has all the robes and
tassels, he knows the temple and the
other priests and royalty. Isaiah
is a
big man in town. He
has reason for
pride. The
problem is that the ruling elite have grown corrupt, the land and
common people
suffer. Now Isaiah
is the Priest for
the elite, they are the ones who provide him with the job. And it sounds like he and
the other
priesthood have been preaching peace, peace, when there was not peace. So one day Isaiah enters
the temple, perhaps
right off the bat during his ordination service, when after all the
hard work
and preparation he becomes an official member.
He enters the sanctuary and the foundations of
Isaiah’s world are
shaken. He realizes
he is part of this
ruling elite, this system that has gone wrong, this priesthood that has
been
afraid to tell the emperor that he has no clothes.
And Isaiah is struck by the holiness of God…Woe! Woe is me for I am a man
of unclean lips and
I live among a people of unclean lips.
Then Seraphim, a crazy looking six-winged creature
takes a coal from the
fire and purifies Isaiah’s lips. This
is a baptism by fire. There,
facing his
own shame, shining bright under the light of God, Isaiah is cleansed
and
receives grace. You
see, despite the
fact that Isaiah has come from among these elite who spew out lies and
injustice,
God needs a spokesperson. So here
is the thing; as he is cleansed, he is no longer focused on how
talented,
smart, rich and well trained he is, nor is he focused on how slimy and
unholy
he is; he goes beyond both to focus on what God is calling for, what
God
needs. Whom shall I
send? God
asks.
“Here I am Lord, send me.” The
result is, Isaiah becomes a tough and honest prophet of God, and we
have one of
the greatest pieces of prophetic literature ever produced in the
history of the
world. In our
story from John this morning, some of the boys are together back in
Galilee
after the crucifixion. Jesus
showed up
to Mary, then to the disciples in the upper room eight days later. Now, we don’t know how
long it has been, but
they are back in Galilee. Maybe it
is because they need to work, or perhaps because Peter finds grace and
peace on
the water, but he says, “I’m
going
fishin!” The
others, having nothing
better to do, join him. They
go out all
night and catch nothing. Then,
on their
way in some stranger on the shore says, cast your net on the other side
of the
boat. And wouldn’t
you know it, they
catch a huge load of fish. Remember
the movie A River Runs Through It? In
the afternoon, we would walk with him...
while
he unwound between
services.
He
almost always chose a path along
the Big Blackfoot...
which
we considered our family river.
It
was there he felt his soul restored and
his imagination stirred.
Long
ago rain fell on mud and
became rock.
Halt
a billion years ago.
But
even before that, beneath
the rocks...
are
the words of God.
Listen.
And
if Paul and I listened very
carefully all our lives...
we
might hear those words.
Even
so, Paul and I received as many hours
of instruction in fly-fishing...
as
we did in
all other spiritual matters.
As
a Presbyterian, my
father believed...
that
man, by nature, was
a damn mess...
and
that only by picking up God's
rhythms...
were
we able to regain power
and beauty.
To
him, all good things, trout as well as
eternal salvation, come by grace.
And
grace comes by art, and
art does not come easy.” So
here we are on this side of the resurrection. If Jesus who embodied the
Spirit
of God is killed, why would we fare any better?
But here we are none the less, with visions of
miracles and grace
which show the Spirit of the Lord is alive and well, inviting us to
fish, to
eat, to serve. We have to develop talent and knowledge, and we have to work, but after that, above and below that, we are carried by grace. Grace frees us from focus on perfection, on the law, it frees us from sin, it frees us from fear of death as it unites us with the eternal love and beauty of God. [3]
And his delight shall be
in the fear of the LORD. |
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