Joy 2727 College Avenue, Berkeley, CA 94705 Scripture Readings: Psalms 65:5b-13, Proverbs
12:15-20, John 15:9-16, Hebrews 12:1-2 Joy,
Joy and more Joy. What are those things
that bring us joy? Joyful, Joyful, we
adore thee, God of glory, God of love.
Hearts unfold like flowers before thee, opening to the sun above. Ps.65 v.5
O God of our salvation, You
crown the year with thy bounty; This psalm reminds me of the
Salinas valley. Early in the morning,
under low clouds that serve like God’s refrigerator, I would drive through the
crisp air from Salinas to the surf in Moss Landing, through nine miles of dark
soil and lush crops of artichoke, lettuce, celery, and broccoli, a giant salad
bowl. Migrant laborers, enjoying that
first body warmth from tending the fields, load trucks that carry fresh produce
to market. All too often the slow
trucks would pull out of the field in front of me, billowing with abundance:
their muddy tracks dripping with fatness.
When the trucks would pull out and hit the bump of the pavement, food
often falls off and scatters along the roadside. I stop and pick up the least crushed samples, distracting, for a
moment, the red tail hawk, perched on a telephone pole, from searching out for
her morning breakfast. With the Elkhorn slough stretching inland, great blue
herons, great egrets, and double-crested cormorants share hills with lazy, fat
cattle. Sea ducks and loons squawk and fly about, or float content
in the glassy water. Otters and seals
shift from playful flops to swift intension as the tide sucks out fish from the
narrowing under the bridge. Now we might say that the psalmist is projecting or
transferring his feelings upon nature, but when the world, or even our little
piece of it is thriving, the fecundity can be so deep you are certain
everything, the whole grand picture is a song of joy, singing praise to the
Creator. “Thou makest the outgoings of the morning and the evening to shout for
joy.” There are so many things that may bring us joy and
happiness. I love being out in
nature. Others gain their greatest
satisfaction and joy from the comfort of home, of the place where one has built
a life and family. There is also
powerful joy in being able to participate in those nodal events in the life of
family and friends: birth, baptism, graduation, marriage, retirement, death and
resurrection. We may have found great
meaning and joy in making a contribution to a common cause, using our mind and
body. I often find myself living in
amazement at what this crazy chance of a species is able to do: heart surgery,
great bridges, so many people doing so many things; I am actually amazed that
the world isn’t more messed up and evil than it is. How awesome it can be to grow up and experience new things,
new abilities, to gain in wisdom and knowledge. Why are children so joyous
playing in a lake? When I think of
happiness, one of the first things I think of is the glee of a girl
skipping. What a joy it is to have the
screams of the camp, of childcare and preschool here at St. John’s. If one is so lucky to have grown into one’s sexuality in a
relatively trusting and healthy environment, with parents and family that, by
God’s grace, were good enough, (and praying for power and healing for those
whose trust was betrayed, for ourselves – regardless of how small the offense),
we may still marvel with nostalgic bliss, how amazing is it to become aware of
one’s sexuality: the crush, the wonder
and amazement of realizing beauty.
Like, “Gosh, she’s cute”. The
intolerable tension of the desire to grow up, the attraction of touch, with the
terror of jumping off a cliff, the first kiss. As I watch my kids grow, I am reminded of that amazing
discovery of the ability to think, of discovering the world of thought, of
being challenged to use one’s brain. It
was such a joy to take philosophy my first semester in college, to discover
that I was not alone, that there was a whole world of thought and I was just
beginning to discover it. Perhaps for you it was math, or poetry, or computer
programming. Or maybe you found joy in learning to make something grow
or run, in building or cooking or nurturing and caring, or in the satisfaction
and bravery of serving the ideals of your country. For sure we give thanks for the joy and happiness of work,
of a job well done, and we pray that everyone would have the privilege of
challenging, yet productive and meaningful work. One of the great lessons of life is discipline, delaying
gratification now, working hard even through difficulty and pain toward a great
and joyous end. I suspect that our
greatest moments, those times when we have been most content and happy, we did
not have everything easy. The joy of
difficult accomplishment, graduation, giving birth, finishing a marathon or a
challenging game. For years Andy Benson
has taken advantage of his veterans benefits to make a relatively cheap month
or two in Hawaii. I enjoy the elation
in his story telling as he shares how he enjoyed a hard, five-mile roll around
the island. Let us take a moment as well, and consider those challenges
between right and wrong. I suspect we
have been most proud, when the easy option to do wrong was before us, and we
chose instead to stay strong, to be respectful, honest, loving, gracious, even
when it was the more difficult choice. This morning the Tom family will share
with us news about the health clinic in the Quiche highlands. Once they got
their asylum, they could have just done their own thing. It is not like
supporting yourself isn’t hard enough. But they decided to work together with
others here from their village to help family back home. What a joyous
inspiration they are to us! How awesome it was to celebrate with joy the
inauguration of the health clinic and to hear of the good work of the nurse. Isn’t that what love is about? A commitment to walk with someone through thick and thin, to roll
along with them, even when the chariot tracks are dry from drought; or after we
find out that they poop and cry, even in the middle of the night. We know, deep down, even in the face of
great temptation, that true happiness and joy are everlasting and steady
through the ups and downs of life. We
know because we are drawn to those people, those saints whose strength is
steady and sure, even after their body is not, those who don’t apologize for
wanting the good, who aren’t quick to cry ‘woe is me’ when the going is tough
but are gracious enough to themselves to cry when they need to, those who give
us faith in ourselves, who expect great things of themselves and of us, and yet
act as if they have already received great blessing. For this reason I love this passage in Hebrews: “Since we
are surrounded by so great a cloud of witnesses, let us also lay aside every
weight and sin that clings so closely.” Get rid of the dead weight of sin and
the burden of guilt. Lay it aside our
author says, and “Let us run with perseverance the race that is set before us,
looking to Jesus, the pioneer and perfecter of our faith, who for the sake of
the joy that was before him endured the cross, disregarding its shame, and has
taken his seat at the right hand of the throne of God.” Jesus is not suffering for sufferings sake. He is not taking joy in suffering. He takes joy in being filled with God, the
God of joy, and therefore he will not forsake the love and joy of God, even if
it means suffering. Not focusing on our
burdens or our past mistakes, we focus on the positive, on moving forward, by
the power and grace of God for us, we live into a new reality, a new heaven and
new earth. Claiming our inheritance we
abide in God’s love. “As the Father has
loved me, so I have loved you; abide in my love. If you keep my commandments, you will abide in my love, just as I
have kept my Father’s commandments and abide in his love. I have said these things to you so that my
joy may be in you, and that your joy may be complete. This is the Good News of the Gospel. May the God of hope fill you with all joy
and peace in believing, so that you may abound in hope by the power of the Holy
Spirit. Amen |